Firstly,
this is ‘my’ own experience of arriving in Australia and living here as a full
citizen but from an Asian racial background but with no knowledge of actually
growing up in the Eastern World. People like to segregate and place individuals
or groups into specific categories in order to have a general definition of
them, and this leads to stereotypes. It is the world’s laziness to look into
everybody as an individual and to begin defining sets of people without truly
caring or wanting to know about them.
From first
impressions, I look like any washed up Asian from a faraway land which is
realistically only two or three hours off the border of Australia. People can’t
tell the difference, and so I get placed into the category of segregation. I
had a very judgmental impression of Australia before I arrived in 2008, and it
is easy to look back into its relatively short history and realize where such
anti-multiculturalist views come from. White supremacy bleeds through history, and
it dominates truly without much oppression whatsoever. I’m not a believer in
race, but in saying that always makes me blind because its reality. It is
reality that people look at skin tone, accents, skin colour and even language
and they will judged religiously on those factors. Ignoring that reality is
already pushing away what you must watch out for. I used to ignore it all, but
that only made me more blind and incorrect. Race may not be right, or the idea
of it, but it exists and is a real world issue that strikes people down
constantly.
My
experience is not ‘the’ experience, it is one that is truly my own and it
differs for everyone who comes here from another country. I was immediately
placed into the ‘Asian’ category in society, at schools or even at any fitness
clubs. You get the looks, but the difference is that I expected such things to
happen. It’s a no-brainer and anyone coming from a background that isn’t White
would instantly know what to expect when entering such a Westernized country.
You get the immediate ignorance upon customs at the airport, people don’t look
at you with interest but one of pure boredom. That is an assumption my readers,
a hard cruel assumption because I don’t really know. But the atmosphere is
different, and the air is more futile and twisted.
My first
experience of entering school was the questions, they were so stupid and
unordinary and were immediately ignorant. Asking me about apparent ‘typical’
Asian traits of “do you drift like in Tokyo Drift?” or “Are you good at math?”
or “Can you do Kung Foo?”
Don’t get me
wrong, you hear tripe like this all over the world and most people will make
jokes about it. Most Asian’s won’t even care about it, but its growing and it
becomes a lot more personal and violent. The older a person gets, the more they
learn about a race and the stereotypes surrounding it all. You get statistics
about the huge suicide rates in Tokyo, how apparently poor the pass rate is on
Asian driving tests or the apparent ‘gangster’ or ‘hipster’ lifestyle that
younger Asians tend to live in. You get SEGREGATED, and it’s so obvious.
I’ve been
flying this flag for a few years now, and it only gets higher everyday with the
amount of ignorance I receive myself. I don’t speak for Asians as a whole, but
my own experience. I want to get that point across, that I speak for me ALONE.
The day that
hits me the most as completely ignorant, here in Australia, is the idea of
Australia Day. A celebration of colonization? I’ve blogged about this idea in
the past, but here’s another small summary of it. You aren’t celebrating the
idea of being Australian because people who may be Australian by law don’t feel
the same love as the country feels. Australia is seen, to most of the Eastern
World, as a safe haven from conflict and persecution because of our apparent
democratic values that are so twisted that they aren’t really free. Freedom of
Speech is taken for granted here, but overseas it is seen as a miracle. Even in
Singapore you cannot speak against the Government, and Conscription still
exists there. But wait…I just remembered, Australia has no idea what Communism
and Conscription is.
On Australia
Day, I fear for everything because the values are so nationalistic and mentally
scary. For me personally, I feel like a victim, and like a target is placed on
my head because of nationalism values which I of course oppose. Multiculturalism
is now a huge factor in Australian politics, but yet because of our ‘freedom’
people can easily ignore it. Place up bumper stickers of “You Don’t Like
Australia, then Fuck Off” Oh we see it all the time, I see it all the time and
its funny because Australian’s aren’t even from here anyway. This Aboriginal
land, and nothing can take that away because its fact.
This is a
rant, and that is obvious. It gets the blood pumping in my body and the
violence rising in my mind, but this is a small segment of my Australian
experience so far. If you are offended by this, then you have my apologies but
this is my OWN experience and I CANNOT speak for anyone else.
If you are
wondering…I still live in Australia to this day..
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